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Username ~ Aurelius
Real name ~ Yasuhiro Hirata
Age ~ 18/20
Gender ~ Male
Height ~ 5'9"
Sexuality ~ Pansexual
Birthday ~ 7/03/XXXX
Profession ~ N/A
Appearance
Yasuhiro’s deep-blue eyes, long, unruly black-white hair and natural paleness provide distinguishable features for those who aren’t familiar with him.hSB8L0A.png His height is diminished due to a shrunken posture and slim frame hidden - more often than not - underneath over-sized clothing/a multitude of layers. The sharpness of Yasuhiro’s  facial structure is softened by thick locks of hair; his body also well-defined, in a sense, with its noticeably long limbs and slight muscle mass - not completely awkward but in no way beneficially graceful for Yasuhiro to carry.

 

B A C K G R O U N D

In a home full of anything other than negativity (regarding moral) Yasuhiro thrived in terms of a more idealistic type of development. Two overly-affectionate mothers molded their son into an image of personal perfection: so caring and willing to give and considerably well-off in the genetic department. Yasuhiro fulfilled their dreams of a first child, and in turn they decided it would become a duty to foster more for beneficial reasons. The world, from their generally warped perspectives, would soon suffer from a desperate need of morally good posterity if not for "givers" like them.

Big, blue eyes became a regular staple of the Hirata children who grew rather quickly. Yasuhiro forced himself to grow twice as fast; an innate drive to nurture extended into action and feeling as newborn siblings took over the Hirata’s home. Ambitions to strengthen skills required for meeting basic school guidelines were temporarily tossed aside as the boy prepared himself for, essentially, turning into a third parent. Raised to provide himself as a helpful asset from womb-to-tomb, Yasuhiro easily turned his desires of becoming an intelligent, sociable student to becoming an equally as loving care-taker as his parents had been for him, and continued to be exactly this specific, imagined image despite the multitude of swarming toddlers among them. In his eyes the latter desire provided more reward than the former. The oldest, forcibly most mature, and desperate Yasuhiro eventually bottled up any former dreams based upon himself to simply focus on raising his own “perfect children”. Though all 6 were still his flesh and blood - each and every one from the same mother - the boy hadn’t truly developed a sense of viewing siblings as they biologically were meant to be seen.

His role stuck, and his parents certainly never complained about two more helping hands to aid their own. In fact, they valued Yasuhiro’s personality considering their aspirations while raising him were actively fulfilled as he proved himself to be the “good soul” they were always dreaming of. Momentarily, this appeared a relatively healthy situation to the Hirata family. Outsiders, however, noticed Yasuhiro’s instantaneous dropping of and withdrawal from social activities and academic responsibilities. Not a single person in town could possibly be oblivious to the amount of children brought into the world in such a short amount of time. Yet not a said single person felt any sort of accountability for the plausible correlation of deteriorating mental health of the eldest boy, and the heavy weights thrust upon his shoulders at a vulnerable, earlier-than-deemed-normal age. Though these were decisions made by Yasuhiro himself the crafted environment exposed to him by overly-protective and affectionate parents with an emotional attachment to Yasuhiro’s growth - in regard to their idea of his greatest potential - led to unrecognized and unintended consequences.

An inevitable arrow led a concerned, local psychologist to the Hirata household: a comfortably large home, yet in an unignorable state of disarray as well as borderline familial dysfunction after suffering - both the occupants and physical well-being of the house itself - much distress with years of consistent offspring to provide their wear and tear. A psychologist beckoned by the mothers, who were influenced by the reactions of others’ to figure out how Yasuhiro might “fix himself” and go back to being their favorite child.

One quick suggestion to begin with ended up being an effective, permanent solution. Probably because after receiving a provided “escape” from life as an unofficial parent, he became trapped inside a fictional world with only expected means to fend for himself. Such an “escape” allowed Yasuhiro to jump into a controlled world - in which the over-protective approved of - where he could redevelop a lack of proper skills learned in an educational or social setting, turned into a homebody’s ultimate nightmare.

 

P E R S O N A L I T Y                                                                                                                                                                         

Virtues…

Supportive ~ A desire to pull love from within to the outside world - as a form of help and care and expression of the soul - gives Yasuhiro an empathetic personality based upon his own personal support system aiming to tend to others’ needs before his own, no matter who the person may be.

Reliable ~ As an innately hard-worker, Yasuhiro can’t help but stretch himself above and beyond as if it’s a daily requirement in every area of life. Meticulous thinking leads to meticulous behavior: this trait has provided Yasuhiro with a sense of patience for others. This patience allows him to figure out a proper way to perform to his highest standard -  depending on the situation - before acting out. And Yasuhiro will certainly push himself to get wherever he aims, if not immediately... then eventually.

Observant ~ To put your feet in the shoes of others’ is a value held close to Yasuhiro’s heart. A gateway to different perspectives, in his eyes, is a practical imagination. Empathy runs strong through an open mind constantly observing the body language and words and actions of those around. Scouting not for the inspiring but for those who are in desperate need. 

Enthusiastic ~ The ability to apply a supportive, imaginative, and reliable personality to everyday aspects of life has created a passion - an overall goal - for Yasuhiro to focuama9YRZ.jpgs on following as much as possible.

LoyalYasuhiro all too easily forms emotional connections with ideas and people and everything in between. Personal views on working the hardest tie closely to pleasing others in regard to himself; which inevitably leads to a hard-to-break bond based upon his deep-set dedication as well as the desire to never fail meeting (envisioned) expectations.

Practical ~ An active imagination, based upon the valued idea of being consistently helpful, is unable to stop Yasuhiro from utilizing a practical mindset. Effortlessly, he’s able to see things as worth being done - no matter how mundane, useless, difficult, etc. - and ultimately beautiful in the grand scheme of life. 

 

Flaws...

Humble ~ Success tends to never lead Yasuhiro down a deserved path because he downplays any significant contributions made. This is not only because he focuses too much on others’ feelings to recognize his own valuable thoughts, but because he holds standards at an unreasonably high level - yet even the most minor fault in hard-work, still likely seen as outstanding work in the eyes of outsiders, will lead to downplaying any efforts made.

Secretive Yasuhiro takes his feelings - most often the negative and thus deemed unshareable ones - and pushes them deep down inside so they can be ignored for as long as possible. His eyes and mind are trained to keep others’ as priority so he fails to share what’s felt strongly on the inside, and can often come across as rude if adamantly unwilling to share the personal with another person. Protection turns into a major flaw.

Sensitive ~ Negativity in any form, even the least offending or impersonal or irrelevant, will be absorbed by Yasuhiro who mentally resents how personally he takes things, but all the same cannot help what’s a natural sensitivity towards those around him. 

Perfectionist ~ Standards held high on a personal level, values of hard-work deemed important, and deflection of dealing with emotional conflict or negativity, alongside trying to please everyone around him has developed into a crushing ideal of being perfect.

Stubborn ~ Daily challenges - whether mentally or physically - aren’t a thing that he seeks to address or face due to the significance of “maintenance” in Yasuhiro’s eyes. Traditions and history are taken into consideration before decisions are made. Thus, a situation changing (whether it be addressing his own feelings or someone close to his heart forcing alteration) takes nearly life-altering events in life to occur.

Selfless ~ Altruistic at heart, Yasuhiro takes selflessness to an extent that can at times become detrimental to his mental health or possibly even physical. The epitome of an innately good soul is represented by the amount of trust, love, and care put into others’. But then… this leads to becoming a pushover in the beliefs things/people will get better, being available for anyone but himself, and a vulnerability with the ability to kill if he’s not careful.

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S K I L L S
Non-combat


Passive


Combat


Weapon Skills
▶1H Assault Spear

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1H Assault Spear

5 Ranks
Passive
Effect: Gain +1 base damage per rank

Weapon Energy Damage AoE Stun
1H Assault Spear Low Moderate Moderate Low

Sword Arts

Rank 1

  • [x2] Pierce (2 Energy) - One strong thrust into an opponents chest.

Weapon Stats

Rank 1
Novice
--5 SP--
Effect: +1 DMG

 

 

I N V E N T O R Y
Weapons
▶(Uncommon) 1H Assault Spear [T1] -- DMG +1

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DAMAGE

Cost: 1 Slot
Cap: 3 Slots
Effect: Gain +(1 * Tier) base damage per slot.
Applicable to: Weapons


Tools


Armor
▶(Uncommon) Light Armor [T1] -- REGEN +1

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REGEN
Cost: 1 Slot
Cap: 2 Slots
Effect: After taking damage, gain Regen at the beginning of your next turn. Heal (5 per slot * Tier) every turn for three rounds. Damage over time effects (Bleed, Poison) will not trigger Regen. Does not stack with Battle Healing. Taking damage while Regen is active will refresh it to its full duration.
Applicable to: Light Armor


Items
▶(5) Starter Healing Potions (Heals 50 HP)


COL
▶[2,500]


Materials
▶Tier 1 [10]

▶Tier 2 [0]

▶Tier 3 [0]


Set A "Basic Package";

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  • Weapon of choice, of Uncommon or lower quality.
  • Armor of choice, of Uncommon or lower quality
  • (5) Starter Healing Potions (Heals 50 HP)
  • 2,500 Col and (10) Tier 1 materials

 

Character Stats

Level ~ 1
HP ~ 20
EN ~ 2
DMG ~ 3

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R O L E P L A Y S

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R E L A T I O N S H I P S

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J O U R N E Y

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T R A N S A C T I O N S

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+5 SP from joining

-5 SP from weapon skill purchase

+2,500 COL from Set A "Basic Package"

+10 T1 Materials from Set A "Basic Package"

+5 Starter Healing Potions from Set A "Basic Package"

+1 Uncommon Armor from Set A "Basic Package"

+1 Uncommon Weapon from Set A "Basic Package"

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