Opal's body didn't seem to want to fall asleep, not with the wicked nightmares still screaming loudly in her head on the night to night basis. She had fixed herself enough tonics to keep her body awake and active, but those times when she did sleep...the feeling of dread, anxiety, the trauma of the beatings and rape. It all replayed in her mental state in those sleeping hours and she could not suffer or stomach it anymore, even if it meant being sleep deprived. But even then, her mind would wand