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Shaya

Profile

Username: Shaya

Real name: Sunsetta

Age: 20

Gender: Female

Height: 5'5''

About

Personality

Never got along with many people, due to fighting, and loves food more than anything! Except animals. She has a rather sexual sense of humor, and loves music. She hates thieves and PK's and doesn't show mercy for them, and will always fight for what she thinks is right. She is willing to enter a relationship... if your willing to get to know her.

Physical

Long straight blonde hair, blue eyes that glimmer in the light, usually wearing a headband along with a t-shirt and skirt

Virtues

Animal Lover

Self explanatory, easily developes relationships between animals wild or domesticated, and loves anybody with an animal, but wont hesitate to kill an enemy animal. This doesn't make her a vegetarian, she's not that crazy! But she will be very sad when an animal dies and would do anything to bring them back. (perhaps that could be an rp in the future) Wont allow anyone to abuse their animal and will stop them immediately.

Righteous

Will not tolerate the wrongdoing of others, especially if one's interest is to harm others (especially animals) and wont show mercy to them. Will return something if it is knowingly stolen and will divide Col evenly if in a party. Her mother always said that you should treat others as you want them to treat you and that is exactly what she does. She used to fend off bullies in school from the people they picked on, that's just how she was raised.

Insightful

Finds deeper meaning in things that most people don't, loves the outdoors, music, and fine art. Always searches for a reason to keep living and always finds it. Often gets distracted by nature and fulfilling thoughts. Fantasizes a lot about the future and thinks of her family in the real world (even though she doesn't like them much). #1 question left unanswered is "what is the meaning of life?"

Comedian

Shaya loves to joke around and makes fun if theres none of it around. Sometimes this angers other and she gets herself in trouble. She has 1 particular form of comedy that beats out all the others, sex, she finds sex jokes beyond funny.

Flaws

Soft Hearted

She never has a second thought when trying to cheer someone up, but often times she will get attached to someone easily. She gets scared very easily but won't back down. She will grief for the loss of a close friend for what seems like forever

Hard

A person who is difficult to deal with, manage, control, overcome, or understand. Hard emotions, hard hearted (not to confuse with cold hearted) But hates getting hurt more than anything whether its physically or emotionally. And is easily hurt by harsh words or fights between friends and will take the side of whoever knows her more, most likely losing a friend.

Perfectionist

A propensity for being displeased with anything that is not perfect or does not meet extremely high standards. Will hold up an entire quest for something little (for example a picture is slanted slightly). She simply wont except her form of attacks to be sloppy, they have to be fluently put together (making combos easy to spot yet easily performed). She'll even take the time to arrange her friends list in alphabetical order hates having an odd number of Col and will overspend to make it even. (talk about OCD)

Phobia

She has 2 major fears, the water and heights, she has trouble dealing with a small amount of either one, she will need time to rest or will start to hyperventilate often putting her in distress.

Profession

none, she prefers staying at the front lines

Skills

Non-combat

Familiar Communication - A skill specifically for Beast Tamers. This skill allows the user the ability to understand and communicate with friendly creatures.

Passive

Lv.1 Night Vision - The player can see better in darker conditions. (15ft)

Tracking - Raises effectiveness while hunting monsters. Can be used to pursue a player whose name is known by displaying their footprints from a certain time. Greater mastery of the skill will allow the user to see the recent footprints of nearby «Hiding» players.

Sprint (Passive & Sword Skill) - This skill is both an activatable burst of speed, and a passive increase in the player's effectiveness at dodging strikes.

Combat

Lv.2 Battle Healing - Recover low amounts of HP over time during battle. It can be leveled up by constantly getting one's HP into the red zone. (1:20)

Blade Throwing - The effectiveness with which a player can use throwing weapons (e.g. Throwing Picks)

Weapon skills

One Handed Rapiers

Inventory

Weapons

basic short sword

Blade of Grass

Healing Crystal x1

Col: 3,670

Transactions

Ruri's B-Day Present -1000

Giant Nepent Kill +70

Healing Crystal -1000

Roleplays

[sP-F1]<> Quest

In progress

Relationship

none...yet

Story Thus Far

I never got along with others, the world set me as an outcast. I guess I deserved it, I constantly got into fights whether I knew them well or not. I took martial arts when I was young and I still practice today. I hated losing fights and that's why I learned it. I loved music to the point that I loved going to clubs even though I knew I was destined to get into fights. But getting shut out from people drove me to gaming. I still got mad even in games and now I'm stuck in one.

Her favorite story

Her hair was up in a ponytail

Her favorite dress tied with a bow

Today was Daddy's Day at school

And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,

That she probably should stay home.

Why the kids might not understand,

If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;

She knew just what to say.

What to tell her classmates

Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,

For her to face this day alone.

And that was why once again,

She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,

Eager to tell them all.

About a dad she never sees,

A dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,

For everyone to meet

Children squirming impatently,

Anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called,

Each student from the class.

To introduce their daddy,

As seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,

Every child turned to stare.

Each of them was searching,

For a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"

She heard a boy call out.

"She probably doesn't have one"

Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,

She heard a daddy say,

"Looks like another deadbeat dad,

Too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offened her,

As she smiled up at her mom.

And looked back at her teacher,

Who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,

Slowly she began to speak.

And out from the mouth of a child,

Came words incredibly unique.

"My daddy couldn't be here,

Because he lives so far away.

But I know he wishes he could be,

Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,

I wanted you to know.

All about my daddy,

And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories

He taught me to ride my bike.

He surprised me with pink roses,

And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,

and ice cream in a cone.

And though you cannot see him,

I'm not standing here alone.

Cause my daddy's always with me

Even though we are apart.

I know because he told me,

He'll forever be in my heart."

With that, her little hand reached up,

and lay across her chest.

Feeling her own heartbeat,

Beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,

Her mother stood in tears.

Proudly watching her daughter,

Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love

Of a man not in her life.

Doing what was best for her,

Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,

Staring straight into the crowd.

She finished with a voice so soft,

But its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,

He's my shining star.

And if he could he'd be here,

But heaven's just too far.

You see he was a fireman

And died just this past year.

When airplanes hit the towers

And taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,

It's like he never went away."

And then she closes her eyes,

And saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,

She witnessed with surprise.

A room full of daddies and children,

All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they say before them,

Who knows what they felt inside.

Perhaps for merely a second,

They saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy."

To the silence she called out.

And what happened next made believers,

Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,

For each of their eyes had been closed.

But there on the desk beside her,

Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,

By the love of her shining bright star.

And given the gift of believing,

That heaven is never too far

- From the poem Daddy's Day, by Cheryl Costello-Forshey