Freya

Watching her friend vanish with a smile, wondering if she had actually got him past whatever was going on. In reality, Freyd had helped her through some un-thought issues himself. Things that she didn't know was bothering her. Freya missed those talks with her friend, and he was right about damn near everything. Freya couldn't be afraid of the what if's and she needed to stop living in the passed. Forward was all that needed to be done now. With a yawn, today found itself not very eventful with gathering anything but insightful on another note. It was rounding very late and she knew that Gaius would be sleeping by now, maybe not and just waiting for her to come home and get angry because she blew off their date. That would be needed to be made up for but she was exhausted, it would have to wait until the earnly morning to create anything that she was planning in that big brain of hers. 

Walking carefully into her shared place, it was dark and Gaius wasn't there. He must of stopped waiting, a frown appears on her face. Grabbing a glass, pouring water from the tap, with a deep breath, Freya leans against the kitchen counter. Opening her HUD she realized that she had missed some messages from both her sister and Sam? They both read that food needed to be prepped for wedding of there own doing. Her heart warmed to the fact that Raidou and Eruda were finally moving forward with their lives and Sam finally got her head out of ass and was going to get wedding tonight... "Tonight...Shit" looking at the time it was damn near 11:15. Freya had 45 minutes to get something made and head to the place in question. Chugging the glass of water and setting in on the counter behind her, it looked like it was going to be a very late night, maybe no sleep at all. Sighing, as she starts to brew some coffee. Prep was in order and she wasn't going to let her firend down. Freya starts to run around the kitchen like a mad fool, trying to get something made for Sam's wedding...

Freya couldn't help but chuckle a bit. The thought of Freyd being Raidou was a huge demand, but It is what Gaius would do for her. "I get it, you want to protect the people that you love, and I would hate to see..." Freya didn't finish that sentence, she knew that Freyd was feeling it too. Probably the whole reason he joined in the first place. Looking Freyd up and down for a moment, "To be honest your already half way there. You have the determination and the will to keep others safe. That, I think, makes a great tank. You are really fast too, so if you get a little mit on your bones I think you'll be fine." Pinching his arm lightly through his robe. 

"Without having the full Firm Anima team there it will be different, but with the people you were teamed up with, just work together and pay attentions to your surrounds and you will be fine." Thinking of the last raid battle, the flying ship, the rush to get others to safely, it was intense and brutal but they all made it out alive. "Trust in you team, and the other frontliners, granid they may not all know what their doing but believe in the people that believe in you." Giving a small smile, "Plus if you don't come back to me I will find a way to bring your sconny ass back her just so that I can kick your ass..." glaring with a small smirk across her lips. After a moment she opens her HUD to check the time, after midnight... 

Getting to her feet now, placing the blanket on his lap now. "I better get back though, Gaius is gonna be sooooo mad, that or asleep." Cringing at the thought she raises a hand down to Freyd, "I trust that you will keep the girls safe, and that everyone will come home safe. Now let go eat, I can wip something up before bed." Holding out a hand to her best friend, this might be the last time she sees him before going off to the big battle so she wanted to make the most of the night while she still could. Freya would make it up to Gaius tomorrow night.

"See that," readjust to turn to look at Freyd, his hood was pulled off now. That black hair sparkled in the moonlight as the rain from above finally dies down to a sprinkle. "That right there is why I became your friend in the first place," speaking as the takes the cloth of herself and holds it in her lap now. "You always know what to say and any given time, even if it isn't intended." Giving a smile now, "You care beyond belief, even when you're a badass killing machine on the field." Setting a hand on his knee, "Those emotions are what make you human Freyd." 

Pulling her hand away as she gazes to the stary skies above them, "You are right, and its the same thing that Gaius told me long ago. Focus on the here and now or you will get no where in life." Setting the fir over both their laps to cover them as a blanket, "When I am with you Freyd, I feel like everything is a calculated equation, simular to what Raidou gives." Glancing to him now, "But when I am with Gaius I feel safe and ispired like I can do anything, he would be right there with me making sure that I was okay." A smile placing both hands looking to the stars again, "Me and Gaius found one another at the worst part of our lives and some how we came out on the other side together." A deep slow breath, "You are my best friend second to Gaius of course but without you, I don't think I would know where I would have ended up." 

Right then she pulls Freyd into a hug, whispering "Thank you..." After a moment she does pull away but stays under the fir. "I don't think I want to fight anymore, I just think I want to live life how it is and have faith that others can get us out of here." Head turns slightly with a smirk, "You just couldn't help being on the list could ya, I saw that raid scheduling teams."

Sitting there with a the cloak wrapped around her now, a hand in motion on her shoulder. Normally she would be just shrug him off, but let this happen this time. "All that dream talk made me think of the second chance Nisa gave me. What I had to do to get here..." pulling the fur together for warmth. "I killed all those people, yes it might of not been me directly, but it was my body doing it." Sitting there pondering, thinking out loud. It was cold, but with Freyd's help and not thinking about being soaked sorta helped. "I have spent so long from the day trying to get my life back together. I can't help to think thought what if I never got out of that cave..." Pushing her legs out from beneath her arms, a tear drips down her face. "What if I never met Gaius, where would I have ended up, would he be an orange player with Laughing Coffin?" The thoughts alone hurt, like a constent dagger being plunged through the heart. "What if I ended up with you, how would my life be different. Would I be a killer, orange and homeless..." Hands softly rested on her legs not looking at Freyd directly. "What if I never met you or Gaius, would I still be with Rin ignoring all contact with my sister and never know who my father was..."

A deep cracky breath, "What would my fate be if I never met anyone in Firm Anima... Would I be dead right now becuase I chose not to fight but to have a life not caring about what happened to me or others around me..." Another tear, wiping it away with her wrist. "Gaius told me to leave the past in the past and focus on the now, and all up till now I have." Closing her eyes now, pulling her legs into a criss cross position. Slow deep breath in, the same coming out. "I didn't know how much Tuatha helped me until he was gone..." Continued in a almost meditaive state trying to calm herself. 

"Really, a gothic wedding gone bad?" Looking to Freyd very curiously. What kinda romance novels was he into... Made her think of Elora and what weird situation he got her into. "Yes, we are getting married, I told you weeks ago...months... " A twist of her head wonder if she really actually did talk to Freyd about it. Freya knew her father knew, nearly face planted his ass to the ground when he heard. Luckly she was there to prevent the staring daggers before they actually turned into daggers. "Now that I think about it maybe it was Sam or Kat or something that I told. Hmm..." Pulling her knees to her chest now, she was shivering a bit. Freya knew that she could just zap her clothing dry but she was trying really hard to do everything the normal way these days, at least the best she could. "I have already done the sun set beach scene, I want something more... Thought full maybe..." Thinking back to Gaius perposal, couldn't help but chuckle at the whole memory. 

The rain had started to lighten up a bit, ponding up through the trees that sprickled little droplets upon her cheeks. Without looking directly at him, a frown on her lips saying "Do you love Elora?" Started to think about how Gaius reacts to Freya, the small bit of bickering, but not being able to stand the though of being away from him. "I am just wondering cause I guess I want to make sure... I mean... I..." Wrapping her legs around her knees still against her chest. "Never mind..." putting her head to her arms now staring at Freyd. Thinking about that dream she had, DAM IT FREYD, I was over this... Freya saying it in her thought looking a bit of kilter now...

"Good," slowly pulling away from his arms, "Now that you're not a damaged puppy any more," chuckling, whipping her face from any more water works, "I need your help." Standing up right now, "I don't know how long we have before mine and Gaius wedding, but, I want to do something special, like mind blowing special for him." Turning her head up toward the sky, closing her eyes as the water hits softly against her face. For weeks now it's all she has thought about. What meal she would cook, where she would bring him, what they would do when they got there. Freya had absolutely nothing, nada... The one time she wanted to actually plan something, she could think of nothing. At this point, Freya would be pacing, walk one way as she was thinking, turn and walk another. 

"I am not good at the whole planning thing. I have always been a spur of the moment type of person." Glancing to Freyd, stopping suddenly where she stood. "I don't even have a wedding venue yet, or if anyone is actually coming." Pushing her bangs back, they stayed clinging to other hair chunks. "Go figure the one time I actually want to plan something, I can't..." Crossing her arms, a bit of a shiver being soaked. Glancing around now, walking to a tree near them and sitting under it to get cover from the water. Holding her arms tight around her chest, "I don't know why this is so hard. I came out here for inspiration in hopes that if I picked something up that I would have a light bulb moment or something..." Legs rest out in front of her, head against the trunk of the damp wood. "Please say you have some idea I can spark off of..." Looking to Freyd still sitting on the rock a few feet from her... 

Freya just stares at him, not confused, she knew exactly what he was saying because it was seen through her eyes too. The pain, agony, sorrow that the other figure went through. Hell Freya went through the same anger and sorrow, seeing when he split in the dream. Losing her best friend to a king and human emotions that were made from Elora's feelings. Freyd was the part that was her friend, not being able to speak to him directly in that dream, it broke her heart. There was more that he wasn't saying, she could tell. The way that he cut his words off, made her think that he didn't want to tell her. Still holding his hands, placing them on his legs. "Freyd stayed to help keep the peace for the people that remained here," there in the corner of her eye was a small tear, thought she was over it but talking through it felt weird and painful.

"IF, and I mean IF you are three parts of a whole, then okay fine. There is a you in each of them and I honestly think nothing less of you regardless." A twist of her head, looking up to meet his eyes. "If you are purely just a husk for a bigger purpose, then fine. I do NOT regret for a dam second of meeting you." Taking her right hand back, setting it on his cheek, "If you were just created and meant for bigger bad ass things, then so fucking be it. You are one of the best things that ever happened to me, to Firm Anima." Rubbing her thumb against his cheek now, "Keep living Freyd for me," getting to her feet now and bending slightly over to pull him into a hug. "IF the future comes to past from that dream, I will be right here with you," saying softly. "Please just for now, focus on the now. Don't go bat shit crazy like I did about the unknown. Please..." Staying in the hug, another tear, she hoped to whatever god was out there that it wasn't true. Freya didn't want to feel that way again... 

The leg that she was holding becomes like a rock, Freya had to look up under the hood to see what was going on. His eyes were frantically looking around, like he was wanting them to fixate on something but couldn't. Giving a sigh, yes it was strange and yes, it was a bit eerie that they had the same dream, but Freya knew how it ended and so did he. Pulling up her hand from the leg and snapping her fingers in front of his face... No reaction. Freya gets up from where she was sitting and stands in front of Freyd now. Pulling his coy off from his head, lightly tapping his face, "Freyd, snap out of it." No reaction...

Closing her eyes, Freya knows what will happen if she straight up punches him, she won't be allowed to to that town run like she wanted to, but it's a chance she had to take. Clenching her hand into a fist, Freya decks Freyd as hard as she can, not wanting to cause any real damage but to bring him back to this reality. His eyes stop wondering, grasped both her hands to both sides of his face. Locking eyes with him now, "If it is real then so fucking be it. We beat the system and we beat the game and we all were still okay in the end. If it isn't, then the cardinal is one fucked up man for showing us this." Not letting his face go, keeping his eyes focused on her. The sky causes Freya and Freyd to be soaked at this point, but she could give a damn less. "Our friends, our family are okay. That is all that matters Freyd, we are okay and still alive."

Releasing her hands from his face, kneeling down in front of him, finding his hands within his robe to hold in hers. "Someone once told me to focus on today, and deal with tomorrow when it comes." Thinking about Gaius and those words, how so many times Freya had lost control because there was too many problems that couldn't be dealt with in a single moment. "Think about that last day in Raidou's house back in the real world. How happy everyone was. Hold on to that," the grip on his hands get tighter, "Focus on this," saying as she raises their hands for Freyd to see them, "This is real, not what we saw in a dream while in slumber." Freya keeps those hands raised in front of them to wait and see if he says anything.    

The bun being snatched from her fingers, "Oh, so you came out here in the freezing thundery rain just hoping I would find you with a bun in my pocket just for you??" Brushing her hands together as to get the crumbs off the fingertips. Crossing her legs now, leaning on her arms behind her. There was a time when the storm bothered her, but being with Gaius and all those thunderous nights, he made her feel safe. That it was just one more thing that couldn't hurt her. There was plenty out there to substitute for that damage. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?

Tilting a head toward her friend, "You know, if she hurts you, I hurt her, right?" A smirk peers across her face. Freyd mentions the bad dream, vague, but there. Starting to think about the flames, electricity, death. Gaius's death, that pain she felt, feeling was so real. Like nothing ever before, how damaged she was after. Freya takes a deep sigh, "In my bogey man of a dream, the guild hall blows up with Gaius, my father and my sister in it." Looking to the sky, lightning lighting the dark for only a split second. Remembering that she woke up sobbing and frantically looking for Gaius, who was laying right next to her, still breathing. "For a moment I kept thinking, what the hell was that, but then after a few days that feeling of trying to figure it out just stopped." Setting a hand on Freyd's leg, the other still behind her supporting her small frame.

"I don't know what your dream was about, but in mine," tightening that grip on his leg, "I started looking to the end cause it was happy." Everyday since then, every waking moment she got was with Gaius. Not because of the dream, but because she knew that it was where she was supposed to be. "This," gripping his leg tighter, with a bit of nails digging in this time for him to feel it, "This is real, you and me right here talking. This small amount of irritating pain from my hand, real..." If is dream was anything like hers and he hadn't dealt with it yet, maybe she could help snap him out of the gruesome nightmare. Yes, maybe she should be back home with Gaius, it was getting late and they were planning a dinner date night, but friends mattered too. Gaius would understand, but Freya would have a lot to make up for this night.

Holding the trunk, feet carefully measured on top of a branch. The wind was not helping the balance, she was trying to keep. An apple in her view, prepared to jump for it. Droplets of light rain begin to hit her face, blurring her vision ever so slightly. "Really nature, you really do have perfect timing," biting her bottom lip, it was now or never, her knees bend and Freya makes the leap. Left foot slips, losing that footing as the jump was now too short to make a connection to the fruit. Catching a small branch, now hanging ten feet from the ground. Trying to pull herself up, the thin wood wasn't going to hold, sighing, as the sound of snapping started. Pulling herself up quickly now, in the same intent, hops off the breaking oak grasping a red treat. The minute those feet hit the ground, a summersault breaks her fall, landing carefully on her feet. Wiping her brow with her forearm, with a sigh of relief.

Hearing a rustling of leaves, pulling her scythe out of pure instinct, eyes slowly scan the interior of the trees. Thunder crashed in the sky, pouring now. It never rained here, when it did there was never a storm. Eyes lock to a familiar figure, something was wrong though, hardly saw Freyd in a frantic state. What was there to be upset about, there was nothing wrong with the world or at least that is what Freya felt. Something changed, shifted and all was just suddenly perfect. No worries, no concerns, no desperation to finish the game. It was the calmest she has ever felt, and her love was waiting back home for her. Seeing a friend in need though, Freya couldn't just walk away. 

Hair spilled in front of her eyes as she walked carefully to her friend, taking a seat on the ground next to him. Getting into her bag, pulling out a honey bun, having an unlimited amount now. "What's going on buddy, did Elora do something again?" Holding out his favorite treat, hoping that he would take it. Thunder crashed in the sky as rain was now coming down harder than before.

Freya | HP: 840/840 | EN: 122/122 | DMG: 23 | MIT: 20 | EVA: 3 | ACC: 4 | BH: 46 | LD: 6 | AA | BLD: 48 | PHASE | REC: 4 | V.O.: 92

3/16/22

206308, T4/Perfect/Dessert Intending for Freyd

Moving to Liquidations:

Crafting Respite Used 3/16/22

206311, T4/Perfect/Dessert Intending for Freyd

206311a, T4/Perfect/Dessert Intending for Freyd

206313, T4/Perfect/Dessert Intending for Freyd

206313a, T4/Perfect/Dessert Intending for Freyd

206313b, T4/Perfect/Dessert Intending for Freyd

206314, T4/Perfect/Dessert Intending for Freyd

Moving to Liquidations:

Thread Completion:

4241/30=141*5=705

Freya:
705*9=6345 Exp

Gaius:
705*7=4935 Exp

Simmonè (Guild Treasurer):
6345*.15=951 Col (Freya) (Laurel Wreath)
4935*.15=740 Col (Gaius) (Laurel Wreath)
400 (Page)
Total Col: 951+740+400=2091 Col

Feeling good about that conversation, Freyja decides to head back home to her love. A plan was set for tomorrow and she needed her rest. That pure exhausting without actually doing anything was very annoying. There had to be a way to get their mind off of it for even only a moment, to feel relaxed. A chime of her HUD, it was from Kodo. Reading that message puts a smile on her face. It was clear that Freyja had gotten through to Kodo and now she could stop worrying about if Kodo would live another day. 

Walking into her home, Gaius was sitting there drinking his tea. Freya would close the door behind her, sit on the floor next to where Gaius was sitting and lay her head upon his leg. No words, just silence. The kids were rough housing or rather Ko was tackling Boris and the small bear was just dealing with it. That smile kept on her face and even though they were just sitting here in the dark, it was nice just to be here with the man she loved and was to marry eventually when they were both ready to take that step forward. 

Thread Complete:

5808/30=193*5=965 Exp
Lium:
965*2=1930 EXP

Freyd:
965*15=14475 EXP
14475*.15=2171 Col (Laurel Wreath)

Kodo:
965*1=965 EXP
400 Col (Page)

Freya:
965*9=8685 EXP
8685*.15=1302 Col (Laurel Wreath)

"You have me all wrong," getting to her feet and turning toward the boy. "If you think for one second that I would condone what you want to do, you are highly mistaken." Eyeing the large slab. "I have slaughtered dozens of these types of people, all because they wanted one thing from me. Wanted me dead because I was too much of a risk for them." Tracing those names with a finger, the death markers and the dates of which the event took place. "I cannot tell you what to do, but I recommend that you find another way. That boy that you so desperately seek, most likely joined a guild that created a darkness within him. It is very hard to come back from that. I should know, I have been close to that edge." An almost glare toward Kodo, "You approach this man and you will not live to see another day. Any life that you would hope for will be gone in an instant." Taking a deep breath, remembering those days that she has put in the past.

"I will not tell you that you should live for your sister because sometimes that is never enough. You have to want to live for yourself, you have to want to be better than what you are before you take that even step forward." Freyja takes something from her pocket and tosses it in Kodo's lap. A medium flat rock, carving within it, saying: -Fate is on your side-. "This was something that I made a very long time ago, a reminder that everything happens for a reason. Me finding you here was a sign that must not be ignored." Freyja begins to walk away, the boy has been through enough. Slightly turning her head over her shoulder to look at him. "Kaylee had to die so that you could live, don't waste your second chance Kodo. You will always have Firm Anima behind you. Come to us when you figure your shit out and we will help you." Freyja begins to walk back toward town, knowing damn well that no one could convince this kid to do anything unless he wanted to do it. Only time would tell if that was the case.

Freyja forgot that Gaius likes straight to the point, no clues or mysteries, it didn't bow well with him. Freyja would lay on her back against the water and let the waves pull her back to shore slowly. After she was laying next to him, the small tides moves her body back a forth in little motions. "No of course not, just seeing how you would respond to me being like this..." A small flush to her face but she stays where she was. "I think those pet names are like code for something in her past or future or something... I am not really sure. Eruda told us that we are her Warriors for a war that was yet to come. No sure what that is about either." Freyja knew that she would eventually have to ask the hard questions when Morrighan was in view again, but for their sake, she would hope it wouldn't be for a minute. " I mean she called me Angel of Sorrow, the Wings of Regret. I am not really sure what the was about, but I have an idea given everything that I learned recently. It's still a bit confusing though..." A deep inhale taking in the smell of the environment around them.

"Well, that was fun," saying as she sits up now across from Gaius, but still in the small waves. "I really brought us out here so that we could find peace in what happened. Let our fate's together lead us to where ever we end up." Setting a hand on his knee as she scoots a bit closer. "I want that to start with our wedding, something simple, dated..." looking up into the sky, it was clear blue. The sun hit her face with warmth as she thought... "Maybe 2 weeks from now. If that is okay with you of course. No rush, I just don't want someone else to swipe you up. Your a real stud you know, and I couldn't be happier that you chose me above everyone else." Sitting there with a grin as she moves to grab her bag. Taking out a towel and setting it around her shoulders, pulling out that Canteen and a few glasses. Sitting on another towel on dry land, pouring tea.

Freyja chuckles at that first comment, she could only think of 2 ways sand would get stuck where it was not wanted. Watching his feet with a smile, "Yea, I could help to think that he could feel that tension between us. The looks on their faces when we caught that huge fish though. It was a priceless moment." Freyja started thinking on how she could make this fun, what Gaius would consider a good time. They have both came a very long way, and this was their day, glancing to the water, it was warm against her feet. A switch of topics, Freyja starts to walk into the water. "So have you gave any thought on a date for us." Walking further into the water, not facing Gaius, she opens her HUD and takes those clothes off, only her underclothing remained as she slinks into the water. Only her head above water, turning to face Gaius now. Wrapping her arms against her chest under the water. She wasn't expecting much, Freyja just wanted to see how Gaius would react to something like this. It was something that they had yet to explore... 

Freyja comes out in some shorts and a tank top, with sandals, joining Gaius on the walk. "Of course I know that, it was what made you notice me. Being plain is boring," saying with a chuckle. The warmth on her skin felt nice, the wheat tickled her legs. "I know that it is early for a beach trip, but when we went there last we were both on edge. I simply want to make it a memory worth keeping." Getting to the warp gate, Freyja grabs one of his hand, they both step on arriving at floor 24,  Raitoboru Bay. It was a long jaunted journey for that perfect place, but they would be there soon. 

Eventually Freyja leads Gaius to a clearing. A spot where the sun hit the water perfectly, showing a deep reflection of colors upon the surface of liquid. "I have heard," Freyja takes off her shoes, "That if you walk shoeless upon the sand, that it can allow you to feel at ease. I don't know, something about feeling the sand between your toes." Barefoot in the sand, digger her toes in the soft mineral. Water gently washes up against the shore, splashing over her feet. A few steps back as she tosses her bag upon the dry land not wanting to get it wet. "You taught me how to be calm, let me show you how to relax now. Stop thinking about everything, just focus on the here and now, me..." Standing a few feet from him with a smile. 

Leaning against the back of the monument after receiving a message from her BFF. Arms crossed over her chest as she waits. After a little bit of time, Freyja hears some foot falls on the other side. Staying silent, just listening. "Kaylee, I miss you..." Freyja's eyes narrow but stays where she was. "Why did you have to shield me, I don't know if I can do this without you." Freyja at this time hears a sniffle. Giving a sigh as she peers around let large stone. "We gotta stop meeting like this Kodo. I heard you made a slip from my friends. What seems to be the problem Kodo," taking a seat next to him on the rim. "You never came back, you promised." Kodo's eyes would turn to meet Freyja's eyes. Koko seemed like he was on the edge of something bad. "I knew that you were in good hands Kodo. Freyd is my very best friend and I trust him with my life, therefore I trust him with your's all the same." Taking his hand between the two of hers. "Kodo tell me what happened..." There was a weird bonded connection with Kodo, maybe because she spent all night with him crying on her shoulder. 

"That's the man I know and love. Now..." Lifting herself from him as she walks into the kitchen and grabs a canteen. "Let's go do something. Get our minds off all this for a while." Grabbing the empty kettle from the bar counter and refilling it. Turning the burner on, and setting it back on the heat. Opening the lid to the large size canteen, "Somewhere relaxing with only the two of us." Freyja knew just how much Gaius hated the family get together's, so no messages would be sent anywhere. It would be good for them both. Not needed to focus on anything, just each other. Freyja could make a good detraction if she wanted to. A smile as she packs all the things needed for tea in a small little baggy. Quickly walking to the bathroom to grab a few things, as the kettle goes off. They were drinking a lot of tea, but that was fine. Freyja could always go out and get more later. "We are going to the beach, the one that has none of those poky rocks." Pouring the hot water in the confined container, shutting the lid quickly to keep that steam in. Grabbing the plate of Honey Buns she made before Gaius got up, pouring those in a bag for later, then setting them in the same pouch with the tea stuff. "Come on," holding both her hands out toward him. "I will not take no for and answer. Plus, it will be good to just get out. Please..." Standing in front of him with those hands out reached toward him. Freyja would lock the kids in the bathroom if Gaius decides to go...

Releasing the tiny duo's as the both run the clean up the liquid mess. Dragging her foot off the stool, sitting herself up. If he knew what it did when summoning it, why do it in the house... Leaning against her hands now. "I can see why it would be weird. Have you tried using it yet." Getting to her feet, Freyja felt like a boulder... Picking up the cup, the saucer had shattered against the wall. Placing the cup in the sink as she grabs a tiny trash can. Picking up the glass, shooing the tiny creatures away. Freyja knew that she could probably just wave her hand and make the mess just vanish, but she wanted to do things as normal as possible. Most days it was what kept her sane. Setting the can in the kitchen and finding herself behind Gaius, leaning forward into a hug. "When you are ready to, we can go try it out together." Glancing to the weapon, it was a real beauty. It really did look the same as what Morrighan forged out of him. Setting her chin on his shoulder. "It may never make sense, but I will be with you every step of the way." Freyja stays there for comfort, "Maybe if you tried using it, it will allow you to understand it better."

"Is that what you think Gaius," giving a soft chuckle. "I have been home every day since then because I haven't wanted to do anything." Sitting back in her chair, forgetting it was a stool. Freyja falls backwards onto the with on foot still on the seat. "Ugg..." commenting as she just lays there. Ko runs over and starts licking Freyja face while Boris starts to gnaw on a finger that lands right next to him. "Most mornings I don't even want to get out of bed, but I force myself to keep moving because I have to." Freyja turns her head to Boris, takes her hand back and placing it on him with dead weight. With a playful growl of sorts, he tries to get loose but can't. Ko starts to play with the hair and Freyja picks her up by the scruff of her neck and just hold her a few inches in the air, also trying to get loose. "I mean I didn't get a weapon pulled from my chest but that fatigue, feeling is definitely there." Lifting her head slightly while the two tiny things wiggle under her grasp. "Is there anything I can do to help?" 

Taking that last bite, it was clear that Gaius wasn't awake yet... Freyja smiles, getting up from her chair. Taking the dishes into the kitchen, "It all went back to Nisa. Freyd and I were trying to figure out if she was a threat. All that time I was away." Putting that kettle back on the burner, preparing more tea. "I just wanted to make sure that I was safe before I got you involved, that I wasn't putting you in danger. It would have killed me to know that I was if it came to that." Washing those dishes quickly, the pans included. A moment of silence, as all that was heard was the water running and the furry animals eating. The steam rose and the kettle made that noise at it became warm. It was ready for another cup of tea when Gaius was ready. Taking it off and setting it aside. Walking toward Gaius now, pulling a stool closer and sitting. Setting a hand on his leg with a twist of her head. "It has been a week and you have barely said two words to me. How are you doing Gaius?" Freyja would ask as she puts her other hand on that same knee.

Some food in her mouth as she shakes her head. "Do not get this mistaken for something that needs to be dealt with. I have come to terms with everything I am about to tell you." Drinking some of that coffee, softly setting it down. "Simply put, it is a story. An understanding of how I have become who I am." Ko jumps up on her lap, Freyja sets a hand on her head with a smile. "I told you I would tell you everything, this is me doing that. If along the way you have questions, I will answer them." Gazing at Gaius as he ate, it was time that the puzzle was put together.

Clearing her throat, "I was forced into a cave by those people and when deep enough in, I slaughtered them all. It was not really by my doing, though. Tuatha a ghost, spirit, soul, or whatever you want to refer him as." Freyja would gage his reaction as she spoke. "He kept me alive, from that overwhelming fear that was too much to handle, turned it into a strength. I was mentally paralyzed by pure fear. It was like I was asleep and dreaming when he took pilot." Taking another sip of that coffee, but kept her eyes on Gaius. "When I was ready to wake up without that feeling and when he knew that nothing else was coming for me, that I was safe, I woke up." Rubbing one eye with a fist,  "By that time it had been almost 2 years. Amongst that time the body count was a few dozen." Freyja would eat a little more and let that sink in before she continued.

Watching him walk to the kitchen, Freyja would smirk a bit. "I have breakfast and tea set for you here." Freyja knew he just woke but the thought that he would just instinctively walk into the kitchen and start brewing something that was already made was funny to her. "Have a seat, we need to talk." Giving a sigh, waiting for him to brew more tea. Not knowing where to start, she would start from the very beginning. There was to be absolutely no secrets and even if it hurts, she would see to just that.

When Gaius sits, Freyja would push the plate of food, eggs, bacon, sausage. The whole nine yards, this was going to be an interesting conversation that could lead anywhere. "Now that things have calmed a bit, I am going to start from the beginning. It was never my intention to hide anything from you. No longer will that be the case." Scooting her chair in, handing down two small bowls to the trouble makers. "Before I met you, here in the game, I was married. Rin, I think I mentioned that name to you once before." Letting that sink in for a moment, Freyja couldn't look at Gaius right now. Stirring her coffee with that straw once more as she spoke. "We were on our honeymoon when I was struck in the head knocked out cold after seeing him drug away from me by a group called the Laughing Coffin. A group of orange players that seem to do whatever the hell they want." Clearing her throat, taking a sip of her coffee. Freyja didn't know why this was so hard. "This was when I vanished for 2 years." Freyja would pause just in case Gaius had any questions. She would not continue with the grouping topic, it was not her secret to tell. Eyes go up to meet Gaius's. 

Quickly shifting her weapon to the other side as she watches Gaius for a moment with a smile. He came all this way to be with her, father too. How did she get so lucky... Griswold saw her in a gaze and puts a hefty hand on her shoulder. Freyja glances down, then up with a smile, "Right, sorry. That group, let do this." Eye lock to this group, for a moment she forgot that she was given an order, but it was for obvious reasons. Freyja body pivots, pulling her scythe to her side with intense focus now. A deep breath before you could see a charging skill. Waiting until that very last second before she practically disappears from view for a second. Crashing into this enemy bunch, some go flying off the ledge. "Oops," saying as some of them started to get back up before another spark of light hits the remaining figures. "I got you girl, keep going," saying as he smashes his hammer into one of the heads laying next to their feet. Freyja smiles as she began to fight side by side with her father.