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[Celesmeh 0]

«Celesmeh» Jack of all trades.

Profile

» Username: Celesmeh
» Real name: Helena Barrios
» Age: 22
» Gender: F
» Height: 5'6''



 

About

Born far far from japan her parents moved a lot for military reasons. She never had a chance to make Etoo many friends since she was moving around, so she has many online friends. She made sure she was one of the first to buy a VR headset while in school and waited eagerly for SAO to come out. Her roommate at the time was a bit of a news junkie, so she assumes that is why the Headset wasnt removed, and she was one of the first to 'lose time' being transferred to a hospital. She loves information and tries to gather as much info as she can about the game. While she wants to get out of the game in SAO she feels she can be more free. She struggles irl with her looks and sexuality, never really knowing what she wanted to express, here in SAO she feels freedom that she didnt have before. She misses her family and sometimes tat can make her incredibly sad but she hasnt given up hope of making it out yet. Her personal symbol is an octopus.

Virtues

• Intelligent/adaptable:
  She is very quick to think and connect, this has saved her a few times and kept her on her feet. She has always been a quick thinker, thats why she decided to study science, she enjoys seeing connections in the world. Once SAO started she realized she needed to adapt and fast. Her body went on automatic. She needed to work, to move and keep busy, at least until the initial shock wore off. Those first days she heard many rumours, she had to decide what was just that, where to go and who to trust. Her quick mind helped her keep balanced in the chaos

• Charismatic:
  She is a fast talking, and has the ability to bond with people quickly. She likes people! well, sort of. She recognizes tat social connections are important and necessary for any human being. She uses this to her advantage whenever possible allowing her words to flow and body to relax, giving the impression of trust. sometimes if you cant catch them with vinegar you need to use honey...

• Empathic:
  She listening and relates to those around her, kindness is a must and she does her best to understand other peoples point of view.

Flaws

• Obsessed with cute:
  In this world there are many cute things, not all of them safe. That doesn't stop her from being distracted to the point of danger... God she always wanted a puppy... or a kitten... or goshdarnit any damn cute pet ever. But her prents were strict and she was never allowed one. instead she had toys, keychains, plushies. whenever she could afford one she would go get one. Before being old enough to understand the internet toys and cute plushies were really the best friend she could hope for. this fostered in er an unfortunate weakness, anything cute is instantly loved and somewhat distracting. "oh man we have to fight that thing, man but your familiar is so cute i could just pet him all da- ow thats my back" or "Deadly monster? more like ADORABLE POTENTIAL FRIEND"
• Stubborn:
  Once she decides to do things her way thats how she is doing it, the more others push the more she will resist. She inherits it from her mother, so her father says. She has to (because of the depression/anxiety flaw) overthink every decision. The only time this doesnt happen is when she is completely committed to a decision without thinking it over, like the decision to continue in the days after the announcement. Either way once decided she sticks to her decision, good? bad? No. Hers, her choice. In a world where everything is taken from her, her actions, her choices is all she has, so once its made the die is cast.
• Depressive/anxious:
  Being empathic of others had its drawbacks. Sometime listening to what others are feeling or remembering her family with drive her to dangerous lows, she can be without food for days and be unable to act, even when someone needs her. She suffers from depression and anxiety in real life. She overtings every decision and has a small voice in her head that tells her all those negative things people think *all the time*. It is exhausting. After a while she needs to give in to her own mental exhaustion and rest. be down for a few days. sleep until late, avoid people. let her body be consumed by all of those negative thoughts, cry, barely eat, whatever. She doesnt know if they still give her antidepressants while sleeping, but she knows she is going to try to survive and not fully give in to the voice that sometimes tell her to just give up, and end it all...

Profession

Alchemist

Skills

Skill points: 103 total

• Skills:	rank	Sp cost:	Sp remaining
  Two handed assault spear	5	50	0
  Martial Arts	2	13
  Light Armour	1	5
  Acrobatics	1	10
  Precision	1	10
  Athletics	1	10
  Battle heal	1	5
  Disguise	0	0
  Survival	0	0
  Charge	0	0

Inventory

• Weapons/Tools:
  - Bread x7
  - Water x 6
  - Mats x 17
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ID: 1384

Item: <Nullifying Shirt>

Quality:  <rare>

Shop: 

http://www.sao-rpg.c...weave/?p=348452

Description:
A special black cloth armor which is created from a special weaved textile which doesn't let any sharp object penetrate it(like a very resistant rubber) and also offers the user flexibility for combat maneuvers, thus the armor givving a +1 damage mitigation and a +1 accuracy.

EDITING

 

 

 

ID:919

Item: <Cloak of Duality>

Quality: <rare>

Shop: http://www.sao-rpg.c...weave/?p=346799
Description:
This cloak is made from two tipes of textile which represent two sides that coexist. The blue one which is the outer side gives a +1 thorn(meaning that when the wearer of this is hit the attacker takes 1 damage) and the inside which is black gives +1 evasion.

EDITING

 

 

 

Item Type: Glaive (2h spear)
Name: Celestial Blade
Quality:: Perfect
Description: It's an Dragonite glaive , Light Gray with Black stripes , +1 paralyze and +2 damage

 

Roleplays

Found here

Relationships

Has a friend in game, but hasn't seen her as of yet and is scared to find she is dead, so hasnt really looked...
Bff/bro: tristan

Story Thus Far

She was preparing for a test, but knew that she needed to at least try the game before the day was over. Generally she avoided diving when she was busy, but a game release is a special occasion. She has relived the moment so many times. Her roommate was sending her a bunch of messages but she ignored them to go play..... were they about the NerveGear? SAO? it was time to learn the basics of combat... she checked her beginners Pack and set out.

 

Edited November 25, 2015 by Celesmeh

[Tristan Delaney 0]

Approved.