Sam

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "Oh honey, trust me it's all real. I just left out the boring parts. A few times when I was in my cell that stuck up bitch would come and visit. Make sure her rats were being good. It was never directly to me but Genma was mentioning to her about making me his second in command. That is when I knew I had to leave, when I knew that I had lost track of why I was really doing what I was doing." Getting up from where he sat. "So Sammy now that you know the whole story, how the hell do you think that you are going to help my sorr

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN Lium just claps slowly with a deviant smile painted across his face. She had figured it out, good on her. "By this time I had been there for two years. A few people had to be dropped and more newbies were hired. I was sitting in my cage because Genma trust me mostly. Not enough to leave me alone yet. The nobs got told the rules but didn't listen to a damn word of it." That smile kept as she shakes his head. "They got too close and I snapped their necks. Killing everything in my wake and I escaped finally. I'm not gonna lie S

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "A few more months pass and I came up with an idea that would help both me and the others. I agreed to be their punching bag as long as they didn't kill me. If they got me close without stopping I told them I would not hesitate to kill them. I got pain tolerance from being the live dummy. They did what they were told because they didn't want to die." He remember Genma walking in one time while this was happen. He just watched with a grin painting on the face. "I was the top dog aside from Genma. Best out of all the people he

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN Tightening his grip on that small blade, he was trying so hard to control that blood thirsty feeling. He couldn't let Sam know, not yet. He was afraid of what she would think about him although the story that he was telling said it all. Who was he kidding. "That kid died, all I could see was red like nothing else mattered. All I wanted to do was end him and nothing else mattered at that moment in time." Another tear drips down his face, he hated that he loved it so much. "No one pulled me off of that boy, they actually backe

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN After calming himself he would continue. "The man healed after a while but every time after that when Genma made us spare I could see fear in his eyes. I guess he was right to have that emotion because the next kid that he sent after me was not that lucky." Taking another breather, just the though of this was exhilarating. This is what he was afraid of, those urges coming back to haunt him. Both hating and loving the feeling at the same time. "The man faked me out, got a shot in my stomach. I was taught to suck in and hold m

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "Weeks turned to months and the training was getting more extreme. If I wasn't lifting weights I was taking on four guys at a time. My reflexes became spot on. No one could ever touch me. They would be on the ground in seconds. That was when he starting sicking his veterans on me. At first it was just one." He didn't realize it but his head was softly smashing against the tree. "These guys had years of training on me, five plus. They were fast but not fast enough. Without thinking about it the dude tried to hit me. I grabbed

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN Sucking the blood from his lip before continuing. "Genma was his name. I never called him that though. It was always boss, some form of control I guess. He wanted people to know who was boss. If anyone of us called him anything different they would get there brains smashed against the walls or floor." He would remember one of the poor guys getting completely wrecked because Genma had overheard the small group calling him an ass. Whether or not it was true they should of kept it to themselves. Two people died that day. "Genma

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "The training moving into a more open area, though we never left the cave. This area had dummies, punching bags, weights for lifting. It more or less looked like a gym without the hardwood floors and less equipment to use. There was a board too, with names and numbers." Pausing for a moment trying to recall the details. "I think that it was a ranking board, proof of how well people were doing. Some of these people looked like rookies but others were veterans, like they had been there a while." His eyes were still closes as h

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "That is when I discovered my way out. It would take longer than I liked but at least I wouldn't be dead. When I got strong enough, I would brute force my way through." Glancing down realizing that that was a puddle of blood, "Shit" taking out a cloth from his inventory and wrapping his hand up. It would take a moment to heal but it would eventually. "Days turned to weeks, He kept coming into the cage until I stopped attacking him from behind. When I actually started dodging his punches and showing interest in the art he allowi

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "Nothing happen for a couple weeks. The only time I had was my HUD. They didn't feed me for these passing days, punishment maybe for trying to escape or something. I was finally greeted by the big man, sorta." Taking a very deep inhale trying to keep calm. "The man came into the cage with me. His people locked me in there with him. He decked me with no warning, told me if I wanted to fight that this was my opportunity to do so. He punched me again, I remember tasting blood in my mouth. I tried to hit him back but I broke my han

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "I remember thinking that it would be better if I were just dead, but he had different plans for me I guess." Shutting his eyes tight as a tear drips down his cheek, chest became heavier. "His face was so close, I remember his breath smelling like booze and blood. He decked me really hard, knocked me out. When I woke back up I was back in the cage. There was a table that was set at the corner of the hall. Heard then chatting saying that whoever was watching me had to be five feet from the cage at all times. Right then I knew th

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "Fair but if I got caught they would have searched me for them if they didn't find them on the other two guys." It was a simple fact, they searched him regardless so it wouldn't of mattered. "I was sure that I was being careful. I turned a few corners, went around another corner and got close lined by an arm. He picked me up by my neck and slammed me against the wall. I will never forget that mans face. That scar in the shape of a lightning bolt across his left eye. I am tall but that man had almost a foot on me in height." His

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN That didn't make him feel any better about the situation. He was glad that she had eventually found them but he wished that it was sooner. "Hours passed and there was two PKer's that came to check on me. They started mocking me, laughing at me and something just sorta clicked. They got too close to the bars, I grabbed one by the scruff of his shirt and smashed it against the bars. The other started to run but I grabbed his jacket and pulled him into a choke hold and grabbed the keys. The first guy was knocked out and when I let

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN Sam was giving her thoughts on the matter, this was interesting. Maybe a tactic to make him feel better about the situation as it came to light. Not sure if it would help anything but he would allow it. "When the dude that dropped me in the cage left, I got to my feet and went to the metal bars. Held on the them as I looked out to see if there was any clue to where I was but it all looked the same down both halls. I couldn't even sent a message to anyone because my only friends were dead. Never made any other friends, never joi

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "I saw someone open the door, that was when our friends popped like confetti. I know that I shouldn't be joking like that but its true." A raise of his brow, glancing to Sam who was focused on the tree line where those things were coming from. He didn't blame her for not wanting to look at him. "I tried to move to get away but my vision was too blurred from the explosion so I played it off like i was out cold. They believed it, they picked me up and I limply was being carried out on the persons shoulder." Swallowing hard again.

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN Sams smile allows a small curve up on his lips. They were so close yet so far away. "Sometime life is just not fair I guess." Stretching his finger out in front of him showing the back of his hands. "One day we came upon an abandoned hut or so we thought. It was loaded with items, equipment, materials. It was the mother load. Some stuff looked hand made, some I couldn't really tell what it was." His face started to squint. That weight of his chest started to make him feel like he couldn't breath but he would continue. "I starte

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "After a few days we decided as a group that we here going to get a head start. At first it was good, doing quests fighting the boars out in the fields of the starter town. We were making pretty good head wind." Peering up to check on Sam, there was a tear dripping down her face. This was painful so he would expect nothing less. Taking a deep inhale, "When the group went to bed, I spent all night at the fountain. Waiting, hoping that I would see someone that could of been you. Wishing that someone came up to ask my name but the

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN His brows narrow as he keeps that gaze with her purple eyes. "Okay" he finally says shaking his head now staring down at his palms with a deep breath trying to figure out where he was going to start. The beginning. He had to start from the beginning. Nothing but the truth now, she might of known what happened to them but not what happened right after. "We sat by the fountain at the town of beginnings for about two days after the announcement in the sky. I was able to find out friend because went our appearances had changed I kn

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN He wanted to tell her everything but was that a could idea. She said it herself, she was up for almost 4 days straight casing after Rosaria because he let her name slip. There was something different about Sammy though, definitive change showed in her voice and every movement that she took or stuck with her arrows. Slowly looking up to her and placing his hands on his knees that were now laying out across the ground. "You have to promise me that you won't go after them Sammy. I do not want you going after them, you will get hur

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "Nothing, there is nothing that you can do to help." This was said in a almost sad voice. He really didn't know how she could help. The talking was simply a distraction as is the reptilian hotel. He wanted to believe that he was still a good person but Genma did a fucking number on him. To be honest if the man showed up before he escaped from that cave, he was not sure if he would have left. That training, urges and anger stuck hard. He was unsure how to get a relief from it all. Right now it was seeming almost impossible. He h

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "She is doing fine. Got the ten man crew back for now, until they start being dumb asses again. When that becomes the case we will throw them off the ship like the others and find new ones." Combing his hair back with his fingers, that throbbing desire to beat something into the ground still continues. At this point he had not a clue how much longer he would be able to go on like this. Does he just continue to distract his mind with little shit and not sleep or does he try a different method of release. Was there another way?

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "It was from when I was being held captive. Please Sam no more." He would cross his legs into a meditative state and close his eyes. Sam would raise a brow at his reaction to the question. It was clear that he didn't want to speak about it so she wasn't going to push it. "How is Celeste and the crew doing. Didn't you just need to hand pick another few to join." Changing to topic would be best, both to keep his mind going and to keep him awake. He said he hadn't been sleeping well, now was not the time or place to be sleepi

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN He didn't know what she was trying to do but it might of been working. "The usual, gathering and delivering crates. Keeping the ship clean from the messy shipmate. Helping Celeste when she asks for it. It been a blast living on a ship." That was when he wasn't sweating his ass off being parked on a floor that granted no air circulation. "Oh you know that reptilian collection that I had back home, I started one here. I know it's not the same but it's as close as I'm gonna get to the real thing." The thought of his parents trying

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "God I'm sorry for not tell you. I was hoping to save you from all that pain, I probably just made it worse. I'm sorry" putting his head it both of his hands with pieces of his hair dangling from his fingertips. Looking up with a deep breath he was trying to not have a full on panic attack. This was what he was afraid of if his mind didn't stay distracted. "That band, Top Spot something? Sorry you didn't get to see their concert. I know you were obsessed with her music." All this time he thought that Sam never knew the truth ab

Standard Recovery +4 EN, Inspiring {Lium} +16 EN =20 Total EN "I didn't want you to worry Sammy." He would think for a moment before speaking again. Sliding down to the ground with his back still against the tree. "You get this obsessive rage when someone you care about gets hurt. We all saw it in WOW, me and the other guys. You don't sleep or eat until whoever did us wrong had learned their lesson. I didn't want to put you through that Sammy." He would see a smile peer on her face. "Why is that funny" a brow raising in a very serious notion planted against his face. "Been there done