Sam

Coming up from the water and turning to face Lium, pushing her bangs from her face. "You have until I get out of this water to explain yourself buddy. Convince me why we should still be friends at all." Sam was pissed, like royally pissed. -Oh yea, we can be friends- then he just leaves and hears no hi nor hair from him in a month. It was stupid, he could have just said that he needed time and she would have accepted and respected that boundary. Instead, he leaves her hanging as she tried to make sure on the daily, whether or not he was still living. That was a huge dick move and she didn't ap

Throwing stuff around in her bedroom, even though she didn't really want to go with Lium, she was going. She wanted to see if he could make up what he fucked up. That last conversation with him and Kat pissed her off. The mix of that and not talking to her for months. On top of everything else that she is going through, she was not in the mood to hear excuses from her long lost friend that seemed like he was edging away inch by inch again. She did not need him to come back into her life just to leave again. Knowing that it wasn't really his fault that last time, she still couldn't let it happe

"It..." she just kept seeing his face, that face. Some of what was said came to deaf ears. Sam knew this was all crazy talk and that right now it looked like she should be in a nut house. "That boy should be dead, he is dead. It was just a dream," tears started to swell in her eyes as she pulls both legs to her chest. Thinking out loud in a small voice, "If it was a dream, then why did it feel so real, that voice..." Sam was good with numbers and information but dealing and sorting out emotion or how to express them. She was terrible at it, as it showed. "How can a dream feel so real, that wom

Placing her hands against her mouth, it wasn't until now that she realized that her voice was way too loud. Knowing that she sounded crazy, but everything about what she was going on was nearly bad shit insanity. At this point she did not care what the others thought about her. She needed advice and even if it was very bad knowledge given, she would still feel better that she got something from someone. This entire thing was freaking her out, worse than being in the front lines with a team she didn't know. Trying to explain her outburst, "When I was very young, I was in an accident. A ra

Reading Simmonè's message, in a grumpy voice, "I do work, my deliveries come later. I do have a life outside the guild." A huff of breath as she gets to her feet. Closing her HUD as she grabs her jacket and walks to the guild hall. Her mind was stuck on this dream thing. She was distracted as of late, she just saw that dead kid that saved her life. Anyone would be struck by shock from that. She needed to know that she wasn't crazy, Sam needed to know that she wasn't slowly going insane. This white haired chick just comes into this dream like state and shows her someone that she had been trying

ID:202289 | Battle:3, Craft:2, Loot:3+6=9 No Longer in Stealth A flicker as she becomes visible to others eyes which were now staring in her direction. A sigh, "This damn skill has never worked right for me." Glancing at what Simmonè was intending, she followed suit. Grasping tightly onto the valve as her maiden carves deeper to push it along further. Sam holds her breath with a small ongoing grunt. With a twist and turn, latching her other hand on the device, she pulls as hard as she could. Eventually it pops out and Sam falls backwards on her ass. A grin as she tosses it behind her, hea

A conversation with a woman, white hair, seeing that boy with blond hair that gave her a second change. It was really sending her for a loop. Was that a ghost, who was this female and how did she know that cognition of this kid. She had already been having night terrors of this day, that car, those kids. Bottom line was that she had forced herself not to trust anyone up this point because the judgement that lingered in her heart got her into trouble. The truth was, even though Kat was in her life, she didn't feel like she had any real friends. Lium has been absent, most likely due to her break

"Aww, but that is the best part of the mallow, I mean it is better with a bar of chocolate and cracker. Maybe it became soggy with the snow..." Eyeing the cup that Shiina hasn't really touched. "I get it though. That is why I'm out here. I have never done anything that wasn't in front of a screen. I want to experience life at its fullest and without the need to travel, I can do all of everything. This game is really a shortcut if you think about it. You can go anywhere you want within the limit. I want to do it all, and with your help there is no chance that I won't have fun. What do you say,

"So it's your outlet, your big thing, I like it. Mine was video games, my major outlet and my thing. I sorta lost myself in them though. Couldn't bring myself to want to enjoy anything else. For me at first this was just a game. A big hot shot that I had to beat, but that is not happening anytime soon. It's way in indepth than I am used to." Talking mechanics might have been a bore for Shiina. Sam couldn't help it, it was something that she knew she could always go back to and could enjoy at the same time. "Why did you come here, I don't take you for one to like video games." Shiina was always

"If you want, you can make another one and I will lift you up, it will make the perfect one. Maybe better than mine. This one is just soo huge, frankly the smaller the better." Sam scoots closer to the heat as she feels the earth move. "Is that from you humming?" Saying this as more of a statement than a question. She knew what Shiina could do with her music, had seen it first hand a few times. Sam just didn't know that even though the hum was light, it still made amazing impact. Crossing her legs, leaning on her hands, she could feel herself sinking slightly. "So do you have a favorite song.

"Well, that is really something remarkable. I can assure you that you have been super helpful lately." Sam does a weird sit up and pushes herself forward with her feet. Falling to her hands and knees to catch herself from a whitewash, she shifts her body to look at her angel. Ripples from her clothing show upon it. Crawling to where her head was she draws a halo right above. "DONE" saying as her arms rise up in accomplishment. Eyes move to the crater of what was suppose to be an angel? "Hmm, very interesting," saying with a twist of her head. Scooting back from her angel, she takes out a cante

From inside the snow you could hear a very muffled voice that sounded like a jumbled mess. Sam pokes her head out with a large exhale, revealing just below here chin. Her arms were stuck in this large ball of snow. Unable to move her head, she glances down at her figure. "Do I look fat to you? I think I gained a bit of weight." Just staring at Shiina with serious incentive for only a moment before they both burst out in laughter. Shiina helps her out of this situation as she places a hand on the ice and starts humming a tune. Feeling her body vibrating before it explodes. Landing on her back b

A gasp of air as her eyes flash open as she raised up right in her bed... Head shift in every direction to assure herself that she was home this time. Gripping her covers with a cringing hiss as it drops back to her lap. Glancing down as she lifts her hands, palm up first, nothing. A flip of both, pupils grow wide. Red and dirt, paint them as her nails seemed broken apart. "That coffin, that boy." A memory reverts back, the one time that she saw that boy lying there, a smile. She was too young to understand what that really meant. "It was not my fault, he made his choice. He gave me a second c

A jerk forward as that grasp was released. Vision still blurred a sudden jolt intruded her frame. Gasping for air as she peers up to meet a face to that hand, her voice. Struggling to find her own voice as she attempts to move but can't. Her tiny hands gripped this container, nails dug deep. That searing pain of her fingertips, it hurt, but she didn't care. A gulp of nerves down her throat, it was the first voice that she had heard in here but it was muffled. The question, was it actually muffled or did she just not want to hear it. Eye shut tight as she shakes her head, a deep breath now, it

Another day full of repeated memories Falling into a slumber that was well needed. One blink, two blink, three and she was out as a familiar echoing of laughter fill the streets. Children, a ball, a bounce. Sam was holding her mothers hand as she was full of happiness seeing all the kids having fun. Catching her eyes, -bounce, bounce, bounce-, Samantha yanks her hand from her mothers, "Sammy where are you going, come back here, SAM." A boy, his blue eyes, that blond hair, as he ran in her direction in panic. Picking the ball up not knowing why, an impact that pushes her backwards from thi

Sam's heart was racing with Kat's warmth against her body, closing her eyes as she feels a hand on her lower back. She doesn't know how long it had been since the last time they... They were off doing their own thing and even when they were together, they were exhausted and just fell asleep before anything happened. Work really did get in the way, even if they shared each others space with one another. Right then she sits up in bed and pulls Katoka's small frame on top of her. Face to face, Sam wipes the tears from Kat's cheek with a single finger, with the other hand on the waist. Holdi

A shift through the others as she finds herself in the shadows, she was eyeing the dude that was not in the raid meet up and became slightly nervous. It was clear that things were going to turn around all weird after these things we disarmed so she would help with just that, at least for now. A few steps toward this large mechantical thing that she knew nothing about as she finds that Eruda, Shiina and Freya were on the other one working on it with a load of other people. Her hands move along the side of this large weapon and with a click, something inside it shifts. Moments later she finds Si

Getting to her feet with some struggle, she walks to Shiina carefully trying not to fall again. Looking down the hill that she was looking to slide down, there was a few trees in the way. Sam just smiles, "We will be fine. We have a meat shield, with those calculations that you demonstrated earlier you could take a tree. Plus, if need be I can cut it down," a grin forms on her face. Taking the sled thing, the eyeball she sets it on the ground. It started to slide as she grabs it would her foot, as her other foot began to slide with it. "Shit, Shit, SHIT," as she falls on the sled, right then s

Getting to her feet, she was freezing at this point after getting pelted in the face. Covered in snow, but this was fun. With a small chuckle she grabs another handful of snow an tries to run toward the tiny tanky girl. Finding a patch of ice under all the snow, she slips backwards on her back, but the ball of ice was flies from her grip as she hears a -PLUNK- on this large defense barrier. "Oof, that was ice..." saying as she just lays there in the snow now looking up the sky. "Truce," as she sits up a realized that it was snowing now. "Oh yeah cause this place needs more snow." Hearing a gig

Moving her head slightly, but the snow seemed to be really far away. Nose diving into the snow, knowing that unless she physically hide she wouldn't be able to get cover given her height. Sam forms another ball and army crawls in the snow creating a path of flat under her. Raising her head above the surface of tiny wall, she created, seeing Shiina and a makeshift shield. Seeing a small elbow, she grins, raising her arms and side, tossing the ice ball at the girls. Curving it just right, it hits the side of Shiina's face. Glancing up as she watched Shiina shift the thing in Sam's direction. "Ca

Sam sitting on her butt on the ice hears a familiar voice behind her. Turning her head as she sees Shiina knee deep holding a sled of some sort... Glancing back at the ice. Was she even going to be able to get back up without falling on her butt again. A twist of her lips as she looks at the snow slightly behind her. "Snow is supposed to be fun... I wonder... " As she shifts herself around and is facing the snow now. Pushing her hands in the snow, it was cold to the touch which was to be expected. Grabbing a pile of snow in her grasp, she starts to create a snowball. A perfectly rounded soft i

Spreading out on her bed with a yawn, patting the other side of the bed. Her eyes flutter open and she realized that her love was already gone. "Damn..." as she rolls over to her back and practically falls out of bed. Heading downstairs and making a cup of coffee. Waiting for it to brew she sits and starts to think. The silence falls cold in the air, as she thinks about, everything that she had accomplished in this game in the time that she has been here. She had gotten stronger and has focused on the major things that mattered most. She found a love that she was madly in love with and was to

The tears had stopped as she turns her head to gaze into Kat's eyes. "I am now, thanks to you." Placing a hand on Katoka's cheek, "I can't stop thinking about you during a big battle like that because most of the time it is what keeps me going when times feel like they are impossible. When I feel like I am failing, I think about you and I get this burst of confidence that brings me back up and allows me to feel like anything is possible. You are my strength, so no I will not stop thinking about you." Brushing her thumb against her cheek, "I love you so much Kat and I know that I have said it b

A small chuckle of ironic came from Sam. "I would love that, It would mean the world to me if you were." Pulling Kat into her arms now, just holding her. "I joined because I know that I could make a difference. I will be thinking about you every moment of the way, you will be the thing that keeps me going." Pulling slightly away from Kat to look into her eyes. "And I promise that is things go south, I will leave. I am there to help but I don't want to die." Leaning back into her again, "They are putting me with people that I don't know and a tank that I have not a clue of. I am terrified Katok

Hearing her name at first it didn't dawn on her. Another, she knew that Kat was in the house, but Sam said nothing. Tear flooded her face as she became more scared of what would transpire with this conversation she was about to have. Feeling the bed shift slightly as she felt a hand on the back of her head. Her chest felt tight and it was getting harder to get a breath out. Without turning, "No the dragon went fine, I need to tell you something though." This was said between sniffles. Sam turns and places her head on Kat's thigh. She knew that there was no easy way to put it so she was just go