Eruda

Every man and woman have a soul. Human, player, and NPC's alike. It is what they do with that soul that matters. Watching this war unfold before her very eyes, this was what Fate herself is trying to prevent. It pains her to know that she could not save everyone, but she had to try. Eruda still did not trust the man that led them here but she wouldn't let his people suffer for his mistakes. This view burned inside of her, even though they were just NPC's, Raidou was right. It was real for them and that was enough for Eruda. Seeing some of the other's run off right into the battle f

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Watching Sam's arms go limp to her side. Not sure what Nisa did, but she knew it was for the best. Getting to her feet, she realized that she had no shoes. She couldn't help but smile. In most of her dreams that she had in the other world, it was about what could have been, anything she wanted it to be. She remembers walking on a beach, barefoot. Feeling the sand between her toes, feeling that warm breeze against her skin. This is what this place reminds her of. So simple yet so beautiful. The full package, of all your wants and needs in the world with no time wasted. Time.. That word... Eruda

That smile turns slightly down, as her eyes narrow to the horizon. "Yea I know, I was starting to get that from the last conversation that we had." Her face turns to a fresh red as she thinks about that day, that kiss, that static and fire merged together as one. What they almost did... Placing her hands against her knees, "He had said something before we parted... He said live in the world I build for you, live in the one I leave behind..." A sigh before turning to the man sitting beside her. "I have vowed to protect everyone that I know and don't, as does he. When he said that though, I knew

Opening her eyes to a voice, Montjoy. A smile as she pats to sand for him to sit. "Why Raidou, you already know that he doesn't want me to know anything else." As much as it hurts that he won't tell her, she understood or she was starting too. Giving a sigh, as she closes her eyes once more to feel that breeze. Thinking about it though, if he had something that would allow her to help to get Raidou with them, "Okay I'll bite," she says pulling her hands up and patting the sand off them. She would also wonder why he would want to speak he her. As far as she was concerned, she angered Freya and

The warmth on her skin as she gazes out to an ocean front. Eruda had not slept since that day that transpired with Morrighan. It was so easy for her to believe in something that couldn't easily be seen. Everything that has happened up to this point, with Riadou, meeting her father, her twin sister, gaining that fury courage that she finally found within herself. Taking a deep, long outdrawn breath as she holds her hand out in front of her. She would not be here without Raidou, mentally or physically. He saved her life in more ways that he could ever fathom. Allowed her to believe that her life

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Watching everyone, Freya and Takeshi, is what Freya called him. That was a new one for her, but the appearance would speak loudly to that different name. This man no longer looked like Freyd. Freya seemed comfortable with the situation. This made her think that after everything that her sister had gone through, had already had a conversation with Morrighan in her other form maybe. Gaius and Sam, however, were a mixture of feeling, Sam only pulled her claws out when she was nervous or scared. This was something that Eruda had noticed a few times while under that sorta pressure. Gaius was aimles

Listen to everyone speak, Eruda gets to her feet. So this is what her sister has been up too. She sort of thought somewhere along that line when that meeting had transpired and those questions that were being asked came to light. Sam was thinking straight forward and seemed to be desperate on only one topic, it made sense why Sam tripped over her now. Hearing that this place they were going to, the time was different and the fact that people had gotten lost, her HUD opens quickly. Regardless of the disagreement that Raidou and Eruda just had, it wouldn't stop her from keeping him in the loop.

Getting to her knees, a small glow of herbs at her disposal. Maybe Rai was right, maybe she didn't need to know everything. She just needed to trust in the fact that he is doing whatever he is doing for the right reasons. After everything that has happened and everything that they have been through, what he has done for this guild and her alone. It has all been proven that he is in the right. The fact that he has killed people, it didn't matter to Eruda, simply because she knows and believes that he wouldn't do so without a good reason. The entire conversation in the floor raid, the words spok

Hand on the front door, Rai says his last words before a crushing of something and a flash of blue light coming from the room in her peripheral. A small whine, he was gone. Closing her eyes and taking a deep breath, as she opens the door and heads out. Her wolf scampering behind her, kicking rocks as her feet find each step. -But I don't want to live in any world that your not in...- a furry snout finds her hand. Biting her bottom lip, that feeling of Rai's soft lips against hers. Her heart began to pound faster in her chest. Where that hand was placed upon her skin, it burned for more. Her pa

Leave me to clean up this mess, I am already in the thick of it A few things catch her ear, she was trying to make sense of it. She already was under the impression that he was in something deep, but she was still unsure what. Just by the way he acted, the words that come from his mouth. It was all wise, almost like it was from his experience that such perspectives could be presented. change the recipe, and synthesize what you want to exist Change the outcome by doing things differently. If something didn't work, try something new until it did. She could most certainly agree wi

There was that word again, Monster. "I am sorry, but I will never see you that way. You are nothing like those things that we fight, you do everything for the right reasons. Those orange players, those mobs that the cardinal spawn up. You are nothing like them," Eruda's eyes narrow a bit. "I have seen you Rai, and not just the part that this place has forced you to become. The man when we first met, the one in the other room just moments ago. This one..." It started to make her wonder about a few things. Each instance, was different from the other. It was almost like he couldn't decide who to

A small raise of her brow just listening to Raidou speak. "Isn't that what you are doing as we speak." Eruda began to think about all those previous conversations that she had. "You speak about human life as if it is the most important thing in the world, yet you do not value yours." Everything that was said, from Freya to Rai, Freyd in the last floor raid. "You are willing to throw your life away and everything in it for Firm Anima for me. You speak as if sanity is long gone from your view, but what of humanity Rai." That entire conversation with Freya and what she had done, "You deem yoursel

This dark corner is reality Raidou was right, she already knew it. There were things that she was keeping inside and she really didn't want to go straight into the darkened bridge of this game. Eruda had been doing some research of her own, and the truth is, it was a lot to take in. This game was demented in more ways than she would like and all the killing, violence that happened behind the scenes while everyone else were pretending that it didn't exist. Just trying to live their life and forgetting that the real world just stopped being real because they have been trapped in this insani

"You know, normally I would be okay with that answer," Eruda takes the second plate and sets in on the floor for Raserei. "Nod my head and just agree," getting up, she grabs her plate as the wolf scrambles past her feet to the eggs. Turning the water on now, washing that dish, then waiting for the other to be available. Turning slightly, leaning against the counter. Glancing to Rai, "Today, no..." Drying her hands, she tosses it on the counter next to her. "We just got out of the Raid not even 2 days ago and now," Eruda pauses to make more coffee. Turning slightly as she pours the water in the

Watching and listening to everyone speak and decide, she looks to Raidou. That couldn't have been easy for him, and Freyd... She remembered right then a group of NPC kids, they couldn't have been more that 8 years of age. They were running around and laughing in the town of beginnings. They seemed so real, at that moment all Eruda could of thought was that this was their reality now. There was that very slim thought in the back of her mind that told her that they were not getting out of here and that THIS is what real life had to hold now. Her flames die to nothing as her sword and shield retu

Finishing that slice of cheese, she clears her throat, taking a drink of her coffee. Seeing Rai walk back out she smiles, placing the eggs on two separate plates. She quickly prepares a cup of tea for Rai before she places two plates of eggs on the small table. She knows that he said he didn't want any but she would give him the option if he changed his mind. Walking back to the kitchen grabbing the coffee and tea, she takes a seat at the table, scooting the tea toward Raidou. It was a gesture for him to take a seat. What just happened didn't need to be an awkward thing. Before starting t

Eruda's eyes widen and glance to each person as they speak. Opening her mouth to speak, but then another spoke over. It was like a raged discussion that had seemly no end because no one could fully agree on one thing. Whether Gabrandr should live or die. As she listens to everyone of these people, each had some valid points, but it started to make her wonder. Shifting her feet to stand closer to Raidou as it really did seem like almost everyone had something to say about what Raidou and Freyd had to say. It was also clear that Raidou may have pissed a few of them off... Clearing her throa

Releasing him as he stands, and as every time before this, he was wise. To be honest Eruda was a bit relieved. She let her emotion take control, while her head kept saying wait. She was swept in the moment and maybe went a little too far for her liking. Hands placed on her knees, "No, I am sorry. I shouldn't have never put you in that position." Grabbing a pair of sweats from the very edge of the bed, as she scoots herself off. Putting them on her face was till a bit flustered, she takes a deep breath to try calming her emotions. "I think," she moves to Raidou's side now, placing a hand on his

Eruda puts a hand on his shoulder and in a soft voice, "It does matter what you want. I know that I can give you comfort if you just let me." Thinking about those other words that were said, "I trust that you are doing the right thing Raidou, I do not doubt you for a second." Eruda moves her hand to his as that ooze drips from his palm. "Do you know what I want..." she pauses for a moment bends her head down to get his attention, "I want you to be happy." Another slight pause before she climbs onto the bed. Sitting on her knees behind him and wrapping her arms around his neck loosely. Resting

Eruda steps forward next to Raidou. Shield raised and sword to her side. "You have also wasted our time. This entire debacle you could have been leading us to this King that you speak of, to destroy the real problem and grand all of us," at this time she looks to Firm Anima and then everyone else in the room, "Peace, including your mind and your companions. You chose your path, for that you will not be allowed to leave this room." Looking back, she finds Firm Anima walking to shadow behind her and Raidou, weapon at the ready for when the word was given. Today would be the end of this monster,

-Morals, what about morals...- her head starts to race with comments as that heating voltage continues to grow. -Rules, we had rules...-, -I have followed all the rules in the book my whole life.- Eruda was fighting with herself in her head as she could feel them get even closer by a force that was unknown, she wasn't paying much attention to anything besides this. This moment, her lips never left his. -What about waiting till marriage, morals... You vowed this...- Eruda breath gets harder... This was something that she wanted for a very time from him, only him, there was no one else. That urg

"You don't know how much that means to me." Regardless of what was going on, right in this moment... She understood that Rai couldn't drop everything. Maybe he could just drop in for now though... Raidou seemed completely oblivious to Eruda's actions, maybe because something like this had never been done or said... Eruda takes a nervous cracky deep breath as she removes the robe from her shoulders settling it in a slight fold on the table next to them still in his grasp. It was a bit nerve wracking, but she was ready to take another step forward, the question was... was Raidou ready... If he w