Kiru

I once had to open up my nose (Got toy stuck in there at the age of 7 and they had to get it out somehow), I've been having a surgery on my right cheek (Dog bit me ... wow), I've had something with my bones on the right hand (Snake bit me), I have ... that's it I guess .-. But they were all injection so no mask for me

O.O OMG! I hope you're ok!

But I bet I beat y'all with the "amount" of surgeries.

I have one a year for my heart but if something is wrong with it, I have 2....

One a year is enough...(I had a heart transplant in '08)(and I'll be 19 tomm!! So excite!~)

O.O....

I'm strong...not really...>///>

The most recent procedure I had done was full wisdom tooth extraction, still have the holes in my mouth recovering from the entire thing. It's taking them forever to heal because of the medicines I take but they are getting there after months. I was in more agony after my teeth were removed than when I had my kidney transplanted. That is some strange stuff. XD

You are a strong dude....I wish i was u..

Well yeah and I was smiling at the wall like I was drunk and then I immediately started crying.. I HAVE BEEN DRUGGED XDDDDD

I don't get that...apparently i start texting and watching movies. The next day I can't remember what I watched or who i texted until i look at my phone...some of them i'm like "I is sleepy...I go to bed now" and im like O,O "did i really say that?"

So i know i'm being druged! Oh GOOD LUCK HAINE!! If u want to talk bout it...Pm me i'll be ur friend.

*Hugs* You can get through this, you're a strong person. ^_^

I never really smelled anything when I was given gas, they must have given you something different. I'm always afraid they will start cutting before I am completely asleep. XD

I know what you mean Zeke. I've had so many surgeries with the TOXIC mask that I stopped asking for it and they inject me with the stuff to make u sleep through my I.V! O.O I SO hate when I just get into the room and everyone is starring at you like "We gonna cut you now!" :shock: And you see all this stuff you have NO CLUE what it dose! It's horrible!

Do any of you hate the Dentist? OMG! if someone mentions the word i start to freak. I was so afraid when they tried to pull a tooth out of me and yet they were so nice...T^T HEP ME!!

I had another surgery not too long ago...OMFG i hate them!!! TT^TT

What do I have to face? I have great friends! I can do this on my own! Cicila said, determined to get this quest done.

She seemed to ignore it and was happy. When she was ready she went to her water bottle and took a swig then looked at her reflection again.

Cicila walked back to the rock where she was and started to meditate again, trying to ignore the voice.

S-s-SHUT UP! YOU ARE SO ANNOYING! I WISH YOU JUST WENT AWAY! She yelled.

I can't....I...am you...so it's like you're wanting to get rid of yourself...is it not? The voice asked.

M-myself? She realized what she had to do. She had to face herself to get rid of herself....

(if that makes sense...)

my favorite games would have to be Trauma Team and Sonic unleashed! (for wii) and for DS is PKMN Ranger (Dk which ver. it is)

I like Trauma team and wanted to play it since i saw it in the store. Its sorta like your going through a comic and at the beginning and end of the section you play you get that person's say on what they thought of it. There's Surgeon, Diagnostic, Endoscopy, Forensics, and Optometrist. I don't think they sell them in stores but if you're interested in playing that kind of thing ask your Game stop...they MAY have it... The reason i got into it is because I DESPERATELY wanted to see which one was J. Michael Tatum. (he voices one of them and if u know the voice of one of J. Michael's characters then...Go ahead and see...)(Hint: Sebastian Michaelis from Black butler! Is one...)

Sonic Unleashed....well i saw it in a lawn sale and got it because the cover looked cool and it is...(again ask Game stop for it..)

PKMN Ranger...well i got that because i didn't want to buy Black or white...and i wanted something different than the typical "catching them all" which everyone knows you can't in one go of one game....>.>

Cheer up. Yasakari smiled. When the girl didn't respond she had to take action. Why don't we go and play! Yasakari tried to pull the pink-haired girl up but she wouldn't budge. Yasakari puffed her cheeks, sighing and finding a different plan in her head. But nothing came so she went and skipped around till she would think of one.

You can't run away from fear! Come out ad face me! The voice kept getting louder. Cicila couldn't face it and started to cry.

I....I'm not....I'm not useless... Cicila gripped her head. Where are you?!

Look down...

Cicila looked down and saw herself. Then the reflection turned into the same black haired figure in the reflection in the water. Cicila started to shake. She screamed when the figure laughed then ran into the rock behind the waterfall.

.......you....a-.....loser....you can't even make friends... The voice became more clear.

Cicila tried to block it out but couldnt.

You have no friends. They all hate you...They all think you're a joke. The voice teased.

You're worthless. Useless trash. No one can ever save you from yourself.

Cicila took a deep breath and took a drink of water then made her way back into the waterfall. Putting her head underneath the falls she took another deep breath and sat on a rock in the falls. She folded her legs in like she would in her desk chair at home in the real world. Cicila put her hands on her knees and tried to stay calm.

It was like she was in a shower....afrer a while she couldn't hear the voice anymore. She was totally calm...

Cicila thought for a bit then remembered the flyer.

It said that "Defeat the fear within. But be calm and wise, wiser than it. Or you may become...the demon's treat...."

She had to stay calm and outwit the voice....

You seem to be afraid of something....what are you most afraid of? the voice asked.

I....... Cicila paused. I....don't know...I..can't remember what...I'm afraid of... Cicila admitted.

Who knows....for sure... The echo kept on.

S...stop...I...I'm not afraid of you! Cicila yelled, holding her head and shaking it in denial.

I'm not sure... Cicila shrugged.

Friends are a terrible thing to have if you can't speak up to them... The echo smirked.

Speak up?....I...I do...don't I? Cicila asked herself.

I...don't know..... Cicila said blankly.

Is it...friends? Do you have any? The voice echoed, asking Cicila.

After a while she thought of a plan and went back and sat on a rock by the waterfall.

I...I don't know what to do...I'm afraid... She admitted.

Afraid?....Of what?.....Perhaps it is yourself that is afraid... The voice nagged.

Cicila wasn't expecting anything like that. She remembered that she made an oath not to leave until she finished her quest so she slowly made her way back when she stepped on something. It was her flyer. There was something else written on it. "Defeat the fear within. But be calm and wise, wiser than it. Or you may become...the demon's treat."

So...I...Gotta outsmart myself! Or...it...Whatever it is...? Cicila said and remembered what her mother used to say: A calm mind, lives within a calm soul, and a calm body...

She smiled and walked to a rock by the water and thought of a plan...

The girl admired the view as she trekked on. She then saw water and sprinted to it. I found it! She gasped happily. Cicila took her shoes and socks off and set her backpack and water down then walked into the water.

She felt relaxed. The girl saw that there was no one here and changed into her swimsuit.

Cicila was relaxed as she dipped her head into the falls. The rocks overhead glistened from the droplets. Are you relaxed?~ A voice asked.

Yes...Wait who said that? Cicila jumped.

I.....Am you...The relaxed you that is... The voice echoed.

Wait. What are you saying? Where are you? She asked, on her feet now.

Behind you... The echoing voice answered.

Cicila turned around and saw....herself. But she had red eyes and black hair. She jumped back when the girl in front of her laughed. Cicila ran into the woods and tripped on a stone, falling on her face.

That can't be me...Can it?

Cicila walked through the woods on the hot day. She felt so hot so she stopped and pulled a water and a small orange out of her inventory. Cicila pealed the orange and let the peal fall to the earth to crystallize. She took a few sections and squeeze them into her water and shook the water up, making it smell and taste like orange. Then eating the other sections, She took out a strawberry or two and also squeezed them into the water. It now tasted sweet and tangy.

She left the spot after a few minutes and kept walking, admiring the sounds of different birds and seeing geckos and lizards all around.

Cicila was looking at the board of the town she was visiting and found one for "Waterfall Demon" She was interested in it and took the flyer. It read: "To whom who walks on water. The waterfall is your seek. Be calm, but not too. Or the demon of water my come and find you."

She didn't know what that meant but she knew she had to go to the waterfall nearby. So she picked up her bag, put the flyer in it, and swung it around her back then was on her way.

A small brown haired doll-like girl walked up the road on the first floor. She walked to a pink haired girl who was sitting under a tree. She smiled and asked Hai how are you? Why do you look sad?