Neabaz's Journal

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Profile
Username: Neabaz
Real name: Saul
Age: 21
Gender: Male
Height: 5ft 11in

About: History/personality
Neabaz grew up as the odd kid, everyone always put him down and barraged him with negativity. This was not helped by the rumors of family practicing of witchcraft. These rumors were completely true. His mother was a poet and his father was a philosophy teacher. They instilled much of what they knew into him giving him his love of literature and thought. Though when his parents found out that he decided to forgo the collage life and become a bartender, they all but disowned him. throughout his youth he attended things such as ren-fest with his family wishing what he saw there could be his life. When SAO came about it was only right that he use it to experience the same life that seemed to have evaded him for so long.
Virtues:

Wise: Neabaz has a vast about of wisdom bestowed in him by his father and had a easy time identifying it and pulling upon it to allow him to help others. Through his cheery, lighthearted and almost naive demeanor he seems to always have a serious solution or answer. He tends to use this knowledge to give talking points to those who come to his bar, never once shying away from the thought of a philosophical conversation

Cheery: In the face of sadness, hardship, and pain, Neabaz always smiles. To those who are outside his close friends he seems to never have even a slight amount of sadness, though in reality he rarely shows his pain. He hides a very serious side that he uses when helping others or when he need help himself though very few people will ever get to see that side of him. He loves to bring smiles to people's faces and can't help but be glad that others are enjoying life.

Poetic: As both the son of a poet and a poet himself, Neabaz pulls on the strings of literature and English to form brilliant stories and poems that he uses to cheer other up when he can find no other means of doing so. He also frequently writes down his feelings and hardships in poems that he keeps locked away. He uses his ability to engage crowds and make friends alike, always attempting to find a way to enlighten those around him and attempt to brighten everyone's day.

Flaws:
Reference: http://www.darkworldrpg.com/lore/flaws.html
Haunted: Hidden behind his demeanor, Neabaz is Haunted by his past and has never let go of the words others have said to him. They resurface at the worst times sending him into a spiraling depression, though he never shows it. He strives to be the best person he can be in every way whilst hiding this feeling of dread that seems to grow even with his outlet of poetry. It is only a matter of time before his dread breaks the surface.

Lonely: Neabaz has no problem having friends and being happy. However whenever he is left alone for long enough he begins to feel helpless, intensifying all of his inward talk and all of the hate that he tries to hide. When he is alone for long enough he begins to remember the exact sentences spoken to him and all the things he regrets. He is quick to add his own hateful comments toward himself in these cases and begin to believe that those he thought cared about him really don't.

Reserved: Neabaz does not allow almost anyone to see how he feels at any given time, subduing his depression while around others. He prefers to keep all negativity -that is not because of an intense philosophical conversation- to himself and well hidden. Even the closest of his friends may never know his true self. Those who do tend to hear him say things that will drive them away, causing him to want to reserve himself even more. Because of this Reserved nature Neabaz bottles every negative emotion to the point of overflow at times.

Profession: (Leave blank until the Earning a Living quest has been completed.)

Skills
Non-combat:
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Passive:
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Combat:
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Weapon skills:
»Two-Handed Battle Axe:

1 Rank | 5 SP

Passive

The effectiveness with which a player can use two-handed cleaving type weapons. (Example: Broad Axe, Battle Axe)

Inventory
Weapons/Tools:
» Starter Iron Two-Handed Battle Axe
Starter Cloth armour



Roleplays
» [solo/private/open] LinkedTitle
» [solo/private/open] LinkedTitle - in progress

A word to the wise - Able

A day of interest - Stryder

Wolves in the Field - Vigilon, Nocturn

The Night Sky - Kyoto

Why am I saving her? - Itzal

Breaking the Unbreakable - Daniella
(no "in progress" means its complete; "incomplete" can mean one or the other person stopped replying for a long time)


Relationships (optional)
 

Spoiler

Able/Tobias - moderate acquaintance

Stryder - Younger Cousin

Daniella - Best Friend in the real world and in the game

Itzal - Acquaintance with a different outlook on human life than me

Story Thus Far (optional)

 

Neabaz's Notebook 

Spoiler

A word to the wise

This man I have met, Tobias is his name. He intrigues me. He seems to be confidant to a fault and yet still has the audacity to be friendly and almost seem caring. He seems like an upstanding individual and has ambitions that I must say I admire. I am curious to see where this relationship goes.

 

 

Edited June 14, 2017 by Neabaz

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